My favourite Bible verse of the last two years is John 6:68, “Simon Peter answered [Jesus], Lord, to whom shall we go? You have the words of eternal life.”
I suppose that I like this declaration of follow-ship both because it feels like my true sentiment of trust, and because these words also hold a level of uncertainty that I often relate to. When I think about prayer, a large part of this, for me personally, is how my heart is postured in the ‘gap’ moments of my ordinary days. It’s how my inner narrative is going as I wake in the morning, as I leave a social gathering or work meeting.
[I am a firm believer in set rhythms of focused prayer, where we’re intentionally talking to God about situations that matter to us (and Him) and listening to His guidance. I believe in laying out my plans before God and contending for breakthroughs; where I can see the need for God’s kingdom to come and His will be done, on Earth as it is in Heaven.]
It’s the ‘gap’ moments of life that Simon Peter’s words affect for me, those moments of worry, or meditation, or prayer: Jesus, I’m confused by some of the things that happen in life, and some of the things that you’ve said. I’ve seen others walking away, and I have internally walked away from You plenty of times too. But, I think that I will choose to stay. I choose to follow, because in You, Jesus, I find the words of eternal life.
I heard John Mark Comer end an interview recently with this advice, “Find the goodness of God in the life that you do have.” I love this because the temptation for me is to believe that God is good once a certain thing happens, in a life that I don’t yet have. I tell Him, I’ll stop compromising once certain issues line up. You can have all of my finances, once I feel I’ve got enough. I’ll trust You, once I’ve run out of things I can control.
Perhaps, like me, you started 2024 with an idea of how the year would map out. Some of this was based on intentionally postured prayers, but other aspects were simply where my trust was falling in life’s ‘gap’ moments. There were hopes and dreams, with many of these matters well outside of my control.
Mid-year is a good time to review where we are up to.
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As you reflect on your life and look at the things that you can and can’t control, how is your heart posture feeling towards following God? In the ‘gap’ moments, is your heart’s cry one of trust and follow-ship?
In the life that you do have, where good and evil seem to co-exist, will you join me today in posturing your heart in a declaration of trust? Watch your ‘gap’ moments becoming opportunities to partner in prayer — prayers of trust and follow-ship.
Much love,
Katy Rylan and the eFocus team
Prayers of Follow-ship
Published on 08th Jul 2024King's Arms Blog